Well I have this reoccurring nightmare where I'm in a white room full of everyone I've ever known and have a close relationship with and they're all calling ne slurs, insults, and so on, and then as they all leave I chase after them but I can't reach them before the door closes and the second it's shut the room turns red and all windows and doors disappear and I'm all alone then wake up in a cold sweat
This dream could represent your fear of abandonment or rejection by people close to you. The white room represents a neutral space where everyone is equal, but the insults and slurs your loved ones are hurling at you might show that you feel vulnerable or exposed in their company. The fact that you can't reach them before they leave the room suggests that you are struggling to communicate your feelings to those you hold dear. The sudden change in environment, with the room turning red and all exits disappearing, might symbolize the feeling of being trapped and isolated with these negative emotions and thoughts. It could be helpful for you to explore these feelings with someone you trust or seek therapy to gain a better understanding of them.